calm kitty hugs

We tried to take an excursion today. Went to the dam to just walk and enjoy the nice weather. It was stressful has hell. I really think Jonas needs medication. I'm so sick of his attitudes and meltdowns. How much is related to the autism and how much is related to the ADHD, I have no idea but I don't even give a shit right now. The stress on jim and I is becoming unbearable, to the point of mental and emotional exhaustion. I just want to scream my head off right now.