complex trauma sux

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Highly sensitive with complex ptsd. Therapeutic journaling helps, but it can sometimes get overwhelming.

4/6/24

 Continued from https://calmkittyhugs.blogspot.com/2024/03/my-brain-hacking.html

I really love singing. I’m not a strong singer, as in my voice is kinda wimpy, but i still enjoy it and am trying to improve. At the moment i have bad allergies and my throat is swollen such that even speaking feels tiring. And when i swallow there’s a lot of clicking in my throat. I want to sing but it’s uncomfortable right now. I certainly shouldn’t be trying to extend my range right now because of it, but i really want to practice!

I’ve been questioning whether or not to continue with flute or to switch to voice. I would love to sing early music and learn to accompany myself on the lute. I’ve been seeing this in my mind a lot. So it is something to revisit and check in with. 

I love the flute. More specifically i love the historical flute and recorder. Right now i have to do my studies on modern flute, which is fine but just not where my heart truly is.