Im doing OK at the moment. Im still struggling with things (cptsd - hsp), but Im trying to get myself into a healthier state of mind. Im taking some classes on subjects I'm really interested in.
The down side is because i tend to throw myself into those sorts of things (book learning), Im pretty stressed and neglecting home stuff. Balancing acts are not my strongest skill.
I started another blog a couple of years ago to just jot random things down. It has this year sort of transformed to be more of a general journal/discovery through my cptsd and hsp, along with little updates similar to what I might post on an Instagram or something. (I'm no longer using Instagram, so that's what game me the idea.)
Anyway, my long-time-ago-ina-galaxy-far-far-away exboyfriend has found it. And he checks it about twice a week. Today he checked it twice, and its possible he read the entry I made which included him from 2 years ago, and how his browsing of my online spaces really creeps me out, lol.
So, we'll see if he comes back. No , I can't prove its him but I have a really good idea that it is. I'm hoping to confirm this a little better in the future.
So, we'll see if he comes back. No , I can't prove its him but I have a really good idea that it is. I'm hoping to confirm this a little better in the future.
So this newest thing he's been doing has me a bit freaked out. Its ok though, I think I've given in to the idea that I will never be rid of him. Perhaps its really the other way around, and its him who will never be rid of me. What's that saying? When you live in someone's head rent-free? Or something like that? Maybe I still live in his heart in some way? who knows. I dont quite understand. It would be nice if we could be friends, but he wasn't very honest about the whole situation the last time. So who knows...
