complex trauma sux

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Highly sensitive with complex ptsd. Therapeutic journaling helps, but it can sometimes get overwhelming.

6/16/17

*knock knock*

So...WoW. The world is going to hell in a hand basket. Seems a trifling thing to be talking about ME, and MY anxiety, and MY problems, and MY issues. I guess that can be a good thing. I'll see if I can update a little bit, and repost with pictures.

Summer has arrived. Yay? It'd be OK if I wasn't obsessing about all the geo engineering trails the litter the damn sky. *Can't unsee!*

We headed to the lake a couple times already. It was nice. It was okay.

I bought some quad roller skates. Ohmygosh, I haven't been skating since I was a kid, and that kid was struggling to come out of me once again. I did try to use roller blades once, but my brain was in rebellion, and it just didn't feel right. Anyway, I drove for like a day & a half to buy them from the little mothership store down in Long Beach. So far, I love them. I have no interest in roller derby, so my goal is to do more "artistic", and around town skating. If i ever have the nerve I might try and skate at the skate park... Im not even trying to think about that though. It would be great if our town had an outdoor skating ring. We have an indoor one, but the hours are limited during school seasons.

Im still full of anxiety, still dealing with a lot of the same type of stuff i was previously. So not much has changed there, except for acquiring skates to help me get out of the house and exercise.

Ok, thats all I can think of. My brain is still foggy most of the time.