I just ate cookies... for breakfast.
I'm pretty much pissed or low on patience with everything today.
I have a shit ton of laundry to do and I wanted to start crying when I sat down to start it.
I'm procrastinating right now by writing this entry.
FML but only kinda not really but yes.
My one friend sent me a link to a really weird porn video because he thought I'd find it funny. Why? I guess I'm just 'that' kind of girl?
I keep thinking about my dumb exBF. WHY? I don't know WHY! He's infuriating! (perseverating)
My stupid boy kitty is always torturing my poor little girl kitty.
I hate my house condition. I hate my house too. It's dark and has no fucking windows.
I really want a cup of coffee right now. (I'm conditioned or addicted. Are they the same?)
I should go for a walk outside for 20 mins but i can't bring myself to put on a bra. Plus, its really sunny and shit. (The daystar buuuurrrrnnnnsss.)
God im fat. What's more is that i hate food. Yet i eat shit. Addicted to sugar? Carbs? Fat? -Probably. No self control. -Likely. Coping with depression by eating really sucks.
Ok I'm off to make that coffee.
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