I feel so lost. It’s like now that the kids are older too, and I have more time ‘for myself’, I just can’t seem to focus. I feel like I don’t even know how to make a decision. Organizing my thoughts is difficult. And my coping skill of zoning out doesn’t always help.
I want to clean my house but I need it empty and quiet. I have a busy and loud house, so there you go. I like cleaning late at night when everyone is in bed, but I don’t have the energy at this time. Plus it’s summer, and it’s uncomfortable. I find myself getting heat flashes, skin tingles (like goosebumps), and feel yuck.
I want to throw everything away!
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