I know the Christian perspective is to pray and give thanks to God, praising him, and this helps with our state of mind.
I just don’t feel anything. Maybe I’m just dissociated. But it still is true.
7/21/20
I’m very thankful for many things that have occurred in my life. And still, I’m on the verge of giving up: There’s no way I will ever be happy. I don’t want to be super bubbly sugarbomb happy or anything, I just want to have some internal joy. But right now I feel like nothing. It reminds me of 7of9 from STar Trek Voyager, where cybernetic brain components would shut her down if she started to feel deep emotion. I feel like this a lot.
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